Showing posts with label Making. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Making. Show all posts

Monday, August 17, 2020

Allowing a proposal to brew....

I'm currently working towards an exhibition proposal, some processes of which, have been slightly interupted by the great sending of humanity to their rooms my Mother Earth. Other aspects have been greatly booned by this pause, ie. the makings themselves. It's a bit like working a spell, containing the energy, allowing it to build and then releasing it's energies out into the world....

We live in an age of social media, that shows and shares our, sometimes daily, existence with those who choose to engage in the ethernet. I made the call to withdraw from such arenas several months ago, it wasn't a hard call really, twas doin' my head in at the time, but as the crescendo builds I'm itching to share what I've been working upon these months, and will be in the next to come. The same desire for a sense of community that led me to give Instagram a try, calls me. Yet, there's magic in patience, secrets n mystery. This is what I hope to preserve and allow to soak, mayhap even ferment a little, by holding off....


My assistant / familiar, whilst watching over procedures, is encouraging me to be the witness to these feelings (as she is to the practicalities). Take a deep breath, and continue to dye n stitch quietly, for the love of. Tis a practice in and of itself. Aaaahh wise teacher....


I have shared with my family n circles close, it's inevitable. Their encouragement and posativity have urged me onwards, thanks folks....

I am a crafter n maker. Have been since a little one….

 

 

There are parallel themes of creativity, and connection to nature, especially Australian plants, in my family, on both sides.….

My maternal Grandmother, Bea’s, garden was a blend of both Australian natives, and English cottage plantings, in a manner years before her time. As was the Native Tree Preservation Society she helped establish to protect coastal Tea tree vegetation near her home in Beaumaris, Victoria. It’s still going strong.

My paternal Grandmother, Alice, was a gatherer of clothing she would tantalisingly reveal to me on visits. Cupboards of Victorian lace, and museum quality costume pieces. Upon retiring, she promptly created a crafting room ‘down the garden’, where she made mysterious things happen. Paper from recycled phone books n plants, pressed dried flowers, patchworked, sewed. A ‘she shed’.

My Mum, Diana, is a Landscape Architect now turned peasant, nomad n watercolourist, with a deeply ingrained passion for Australian plants. My Dad, Julian was a Television director, who made, amongst other programs, the insightful and far ahead of its time ‘Babakiueria’ a role reversal of who were the indigenous folk In Australia, he was also an avid ‘Mr Fixit’. Fella’s crafting.

In my own life, the act of creating has led me into several tangents over the years, remaining a sturdy tree under whose shade to nourish, in a not unchallenging life.

During the last few years, the path I currently walk, usually ambling barefoot, has emerged and developed….

In my current works, and this proposal, I am stretching my wee wings and finding my own ways. Experimenting with hand sewing with intention, what I am coming to call ‘witchin’ stitchin’. Upcycling scavenged / foundling clothes n fabrics into other forms in a kind of metamorphosis. Then bundling them with a mix of gathered /windfall leaves and boiling them in a cauldron, thus colouring them with 'plant echoes’.

This exhibition would be my first, and I do hope to begin from this place…..

Sunday, January 5, 2020

Crafting for mental health, yup that includes 'voice hearers'...

I am a crafter n maker, have been since a wee tacker immersed up to the fingertips in homemade red fingerpaint. While few formal qualifications have held my interest over the years, the act of creating has stayed with me through a not unchallenging life.


During the last year or so, as you may have read, I have been exploring eco dye, what I am coming to call 'plant echoes' and sewing aka 'witchin stitchin' (I swear I didn't hex Scott Morrison, he did it all on his own steam. Not really worried if I spelt his name wrong btw). Back to the main story. Plant echoes require time. Its a slow, ambling art, with leaves soaking for weeks, mordants brewing in jars for months and cauldrons full o bundles boiling for a number of hours. I have chosen to devote time to developing my skills in this form, and it's my pace. An amble, or potter...

Now here's where I reveal a wee secret that is part of that not unchallenging life. I hear voices. No, not the internal dialogue type, yes the sounds like someone is talking (yelling, oft times) which I hear through my ears. Now before you tell me I'm psychic (hence it's a beautiful thing), or that when a certain portal shifts I will be cleared of this phenomena, or they're entities and if I keep sending them into the light all will be well, or all I have to do is think in affirmations and they'll go away, I've bloody heard all of that already! Thought of, n conciously worked with. Now if you've ever tried focusing on anything whilst someones hurling abuse at you, you know its trixy. Be that brushing your teeth or writing a song ( believe me the lyrics may not be pretty). However, a saving grace for me is crafting / making / art. Not only do I enjoy it, I can at times (not always) do it with the choir screaming along.

Let me give you an example. Today I awoke, there was the choir, morning lovelies...So I couldn't get myself out of the house, its a bit difficult to navigate the world under such circumstances. However I could, and did, spend about one and a half hours getting this picture of my cauldron, to pop on my brand spankers Instagram account as a metaphor for what Im brewing up in relation to the overwhelming natures of whats happening in our land with the fires and climate change. I didn't feel it was appropriate in that post to describe the distress Ive been experiencing, and HEARING for some weeks now. If you've made it to this blog, not many folk do ;) you get the scoop!



Point being I could focus on this process, and it was enough to get me going for the day. From where I was then able to engage with some plant echo play, to a) distract myself and b) create a wee bit o beauty, juz a wee bit, but it ALL counts. You might get the vibe from my squeee of excitement followed by 'wow' at end o footage...

 


The footage was taken upon request by my beloved Miles,who is highly aware of the a) shitfull moments hearing voices can bring and b) magic o making in my life. So with an ever supportive *sigh* agreed. Damn good eye too!

 So you can see that despite the odds I had a day with wonder n joy included that might otherwise have been missing. Is that therapy? I suppose so. Better than some I would argue. Go creative expression whatever the form I say! If you, or someone you love hears voices, encourage this stuff. Mayhaps even go buy them a copy of the book "Big Magic: Creative Living Beyond Fear" by Elizabeth Gilbert. I know she wrote some book called 'Eat, Pray, Love' I never read, but this one I did and really dug it. I found a copy in the opshop for 50 cents, scavenging n synchronicity combined! It will loosen your making muscles n give you a laugh, and if you hear or see stuff, you may well need that some days eh....